Rage Against the Machine said it best...

 and sometimes it gets the best of us.

My Thankfulness list for the day.

1. Work wasn't overwhelming busy.


2. One day I'll go with my friend to her hometown. We decided today.


2. My husband was home when I got here.




3. My awesome mom made dinner.


4. Looks like we might get a more affordable health care plan in this home.




5. The Harry Potter project is done...wooo




6. Thinking about my BFF's (Norma &Judy) makes me smile.

According to...

T.I a dad's job is to keep his sons out of jail and his daughters out the strip club.  Thanks T.I

This old lady..

Is breaking her old habits of not doing anything on a Friday night today. Yes in a few hours I will get all pretty with my hair and make up did and hit the Mirage to go to their club and see Travis Barker. I always wanted to see him when he would preform with DJ AM but never got the chance so I'm stoked I will see him tonight. Yeeeeeee! I didn't like working as club promoter but I did it for a bit and I'm glad I'm still friends with some promoters. I will be going in to see him for free. Thanks Mikey! Now i'm off to find something club skanky to wear.  LOL

WTF are you serious?

This is the 911 call the social worker made outside of Joshua Powell home before he killed his kids and burned down the house. I want to punch the 911 dispatcher! How stupid can you be!!!!!!

DISPATCHER: Good morning.
SOCIAL WORKER: Hey, I'm on a supervised visitation for a court ordered visit and something really weird is happened. The kids went into the house and the parent, the biological parent, his name is Josh Powell, will not let me in the door. What should I do?
911 OPERATOR: What's the address?
SOCIAL WORKER: It's 8119 and I think it's 89th -- I don't know what the address is.
911 OPERATOR: OK, that's pretty important for me to know.
SOCIAL WORKER: I'm sorry, just a minute. Let me get in my car and see if I can find it. Nothing like this has ever happened before in these visitations, so, I'm really shocked and I can hear one of the kids crying but he still wouldn't let me in. OK, it is one, uh, one ... Oh, just a minute I have it here. You can't find me by GPS?
911 OPERATOR: No.
(Pause of approximately 10 seconds.)

to know where you are.

SOCIAL WORKER: OK. It's 8119 189th St. Court East, Puyallup, 98375. And I'd like to pull out of the driveway because I smell gasoline and he won't let me in.
911 OPERATOR: You want to pull out of the driveway because you smell gasoline but he won't let you ...?
SOCIAL WORKER: He won't let me in.
911 OPERATOR: He won't let you out of the driveway?
SOCIAL WORKER: He won't let me in the house.
911 OPERATOR: Whose house is it?
SOCIAL WORKER: He's got the kids in the house and he won't let me in. It's a supervised visit.
911 OPERATOR: I understand. Whose house is it?
SOCIAL WORKER: Josh Powell.
911 OPERATOR: OK. You don't live there, right?
SOCIAL WORKER: No. No. I'm contracted to the state to provide supervised visitation.
911 OPERATOR: I see. OK. And who is there to exercise the visitation?
SOCIAL WORKER: I am, uh, and the visit is with Josh Powell. And he's the husband of ...
911 OPERATOR: And who's supervising?
SOCIAL WORKER: I supervise.
911 OPERATOR: So you supervise and you're doing the visit? You supervise yourself?
SOCIAL WORKER: I supervise myself. I'm the supervisor here.
911 OPERATOR: Wait a minute. If it's a supervised visit you can't supervise yourself if you're the visitor.
SOCIAL WORKER: I supervise myself. I'm the supervisor for a supervised visit.
911 OPERATOR: OK, but aren't you the one making the visit? Or is there another parent there that you're supervising?
SOCIAL WORKER: I'm the one that supervises. I pick up the kids at their grandparents'.
911 OPERATOR: Yes. And then who visits with the children?
SOCIAL WORKER: Josh Powell.
911 OPERATOR: OK. So, you're supposed to be there to supervise Josh Powell's visit with the children?
SOCIAL WORKER: Yes, that's correct. And he's the husband of missing Susan Powell. This is a high-profile case.
911 OPERATOR: How did he gain access to the children before you got there?
SOCIAL WORKER: I was one step in back of them.
911 OPERATOR: So they went into the house and he locked you out?
SOCIAL WORKER: Yes. He shut the door right in my face.
911 OPERATOR: Alright, now it's clear. Your last name? ....
(Exchange in which caller provides personal information.)
911 OPERATOR: And what agency are you with?
SOCIAL WORKER: Foster Care Resource Network. (Pause). And the kids have been in there by now approximately 10 minutes. And he knows this is a supervised visit.
911 OPERATOR: How many children?
SOCIAL WORKER: Two, Braden is five and Charlie is seven.
911 OPERATOR: And the dad's last name?
(Long Pause)
SOCIAL WORKER: Powell. P-O-W-E-L-L.
911 OPERATOR: Two L's? Two L's at the end of Powell?
SOCIAL WORKER: Yes.
911 OPERATOR: His first name?
SOCIAL WORKER: His first name is Josh.
911 OPERATOR: Black, white, Asian, Hispanic, Native?
SOCIAL WORKER: He's white.
911 OPERATOR: Date of birth?
SOCIAL WORKER: I don't know. He's about 39.
911 OPERATOR: How tall?
SOCIAL WORKER: 5' 10", 150 pounds.
911 OPERATOR: Hair color?
SOCIAL WORKER: Brown.
911 OPERATOR: Did you notice what he was wearing?
SOCIAL WORKER: No, I didn't notice what he was wearing.
911 OPERATOR: Is he alone?
SOCIAL WORKER: I don't know. I couldn't get into the house.
911 OPERATOR: Are you in a vehicle now or on foot?
SOCIAL WORKER: I'm in a vehicle. I'm in a Prius. A 2010 Prius. The door is locked. He hasn't opened the door. I rang the doorbell and everything. I begged him to let me in.
911 OPERATOR: ... Please listen to my questions. What color is the Toyota Prius?
SOCIAL WORKER: Gray. Dark gray.
911 OPERATOR: And the license number?
SOCIAL WORKER: I don't know I can look ...
(Social worker provides license number.)
911 OPERATOR: Alright, we'll have somebody look for you there.
SOCIAL WORKER: OK. How long will it be?
911 OPERATOR: I don't know, ma'am. They have to respond to emergency, life-threatening situations first. The first available deputy will respond.
SOCIAL WORKER: This could be life-threatening. He went to court on Wednesday, and he didn't bring his kids back and this is really – I'm afraid for their lives.
911 OPERATOR: OK. Has he threatened the lives of the children previously?
SOCIAL WORKER: I have no idea.
911 OPERATOR: Alright. Well, we'll have the first available deputy contact you.
SOCIAL WORKER: Thank you.

You wanna go on the plane?

I asked my 3 year old that today when we saw one and she said "Yes". I asked her "where do you wanna go?" She said " to Texas to see Zen and Wednesday, can we ask their mom?" Yes my pretty little princess is very aware of the fact that she has siblings who she only shares a father with. She is also aware that my son is not my husbands child because she has seen Bryan looking at pictures of his dad and asked who he is. My baby is pretty smart. She knows we are a mixed family.

He would always say...

"Mercedes is the best"

He loved going to Alpine village and taking us.

He took us to Knotts and other fun places.

He was H.K. My cousins German father. He bought me my first Ginger bread house.

He had been sick for a couple of years and passed away Sunday. He had his crazy german ways that made us laugh. The stories my aunt told me about the last couple of months made me laugh cause no matter how forgetful he had become he was still H.K. May he rest in peace now free of pain.

Cause he's a blog Whore.

85% of the time he see's me infront of the computer he's says " are you writing about me?"  which I say "Omg NO!" or sometimes "yes I talking shit about you!" Some how I think he's a little attention needy thanks to his mom and the fact that he didn't grow up alone and his little brother looked up to him no matter how many times my husband attempted to kill him or eat dog poop. Since he is sitting far away from me watching  Chopped and can't see what I'm writing he just told me " I wish you would write about me!" See what I mean. Such a blog whore. So I put together these pictures of his poker face and a few more...

watch it.. you'll learn what you may not know

I love them more and more

Happy Birthday Kurt!

Who know's what would have became of music had Kurt lived and celebrated his 45th birthday today.  I will always have a spot in my heart for Nirvana especially Nevermind and their Unplugged in NY. I have killed a few of those CD's and even cassettes.

Cause it's your body.

Lately I've been seeing some really bad tattoo's. I must say I'm pretty disappointed in some of the things I've seen. I would think people would be more educated by now. Especially since tattooing has become so popular in the past couple of years. I have one bad tattoo. It's the first one I got. I would like to some day cover it up but there are some people out there with just all bad walking around and they aren't all young kids either. DO your tattoo homework people.  

Feeling at home

 

Thanks to Spotify. I found this wondeful KROQ playlist. For anyone who grew up in California listening to KROQ then moved you know there is no other station that will have the same type of playlist. I used to fall alseep listening to this station. I use to get talked shit to for listening to this station  since I was one of the few hispanic kids who liked the type of music they played. But it was ok cause I loved the music. .

Sing it....

Listen up, turn it up and rock it out
party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout
this is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down to get some fucking respect
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
taking it back to hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal.

Go!

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I want domination
I want your submission
I see you’re not resisting
To this temptation
I’ve got one confession
A love deprivation
I’ve got a jet black heart
It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

I’ve got another confession
I fell to temptation
And there is no question
There was some connection
I’ve got to follow my heart
No matter how far
I’ve gotta roll the dice
Never look back and never think twice

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved



***papa roach

Change can be good..

Thats what they say. But I think it just depends what the change is.

When everything else is gone...

"We all have something that digs at us.
At least we dig each other.
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday.

If I turn into another,
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone."
***Dig by Incubus










Tomorrow is our 4 year wedding anniversary. For along time I thought I would never get married. Shows how much I know. Left handed, clumsy, gout filled, slightly blind, forgetful with a crooked nose and quick to jump the gun that is my husband. Sweet, loving, handsome, awesome, talented and great in bed also describe him. Hoping the great in bed makes him turn red if he reads this. hahaha. We like to make fun of each other. He is "that dude I met off the Internet". His inner "tonto nerdness" make me love him more. I've learned to call his bullshit and he's learned to spot out my angry face. I love him to tiny pieces and the older we get the more we will laugh at each other. I expect to start losing him at the market by the time he's 60, having to take away his driving privileges when he's 61, yell at him for everything when he's 62 because he will be deaf and dressing him by the time he's 63. May God bless us with a lifetime of love, health and patience.     

"That's my daddy sing'

My 3 yr old has pretty good taste in music I must say. From Katy Perry to Deftones. Even Olivia and Fresh beat band. She's a singer and a dancer just like me. Just Kidding. The husband is the one with the musical talent. In this house Katy Perry is Kitty Perry and Chino from Deftones is "daddy sing"
This is my husband and below is Chino. My daughter swears though that it's her daddy in all the Deftones videos. LOL. I don't blame her for thinking its her daddy since she does see him play guitar and drums. She imitates what Katy Perry does in her "Friday night", sings Kanye's rap from E.T and has mom my liking Lady Gaga.











My little princess rocks! <3