A tattooed girl who writes when she's bored....
Yes Im getting older everyday soon I will have a son who will be in middle school. Scary I know. Hope fully I can get my little gordo in martial arts classes soon. Today was day 1 of 5th grade. I hope he enjoys it and gets good grades. That's all mom wants. I don't want my baby to be a burro.
People are starving in this world and dying. There is plenty of good places that could use volunteers, homeless shelters, hospitals, schools and many more. Please tell me why these idiots and yes I will call them idiots from this church called the Westboro baptist church love to waste hours upon hours standing holding their hateful stupid signs. One you are not spreading love you ignorant bastards your are spreading hate. Godhatesfags.com ? Really what is wrong with you people? You must not have nothing better to do with your life then stand there with your stupid signs disrespecting families of those who have just suffered the biggest most painful lost of their lives. You make God seem like a mean uncaring soul. I think every time you guys feel like you have the right to stand outside of somebodies funeral with your stupid signs you should be shot with tons of paint balls over and over again. Hopefully one day you will be cured of your hateful disease. Nobody has the right to tell any body they are going to hell, that's for God to decide. Stop trying to spread hate and if you hate America fucking move!!!!
My 3 yr old keeps saying this lately. It sounds so cute. She's probably gonna kick somebodies ass one day when she's older if they try to mess with her. I'm not a fighter never been in a fight my whole life could be why I fantasize about punching in somebodies face sometimes. Sometimes! Goal is to have Mia defend her self against those stupid boys who only want one thing.
Mastering karate at 3 weeks..lol
The last picture is from a baking soda incident but the cute mean look on her face is priceless.
Was playing tonight in the car. Courtesy of the hubs and Aux cable. What would you know my 10 year old was singing along to Fall Out Boy. I know all the different music I expose him to. Yet when I hear him sing or rock out to something it always kinda surprises me. We've gone from Audioslave to System of a Down, Linkin Park to Five Finger Death Punch. This morning I made pancakes and we all had a nice breakfast while Rage Against the Machine played in the background. =] I asked him which song he likes better "Sugar" by System of a Down or " Bad Company" by Five Finger Death Punch. He said "Bad Company". 5th grade starts next week and I know soon the time will come when he wants to sit in his room and listen to loud music or will be asking for a Ipod not so he can play games but so he could listen to music. His Lego mind is expanding. He doesn't share my love for Rise Against though that's something me and his stepbrother do though. Maybe some day he will.
On my list of things I would probably write about this month I said one of those things would be "The saddest face ever". Which happens to belong to my timeshare bff Joe. How can you not love Joe? He's in his 60's, from New York, can text and sometimes is what Shirley refers to " nervous like a whore in church". By far one of the funniest people I have ever met. If you ever saw him book a timeshare tour you would know he use to sell cars most of his life and was good at it. He likes to place bets and hopefully one day he will teach me to bet on football. He hates the color red says it's a jinx. He was my breakfast buddy and meeting buddy when I was at Wyndham. Hearing him say "asshole" is always a laugh. I must say I do miss him very much. Him along with Shirley and Gloria are people it would have been a blast to go to school with. Joe is always good at making you laugh with his jokes and his paranoidness. When I decided to leave Wyndham I think he was the saddest and I was the saddest about saying bye to him. Thats when he sent me " The saddest face ever". Joe you rock!
I heard today about food aid being stolen in Somalia and sold in markets. People are dying out there. People are starving and your going to tell me these SOB's out there are stealing the aid that they so much need! Really its food we all need it to function and live!! Ugh it makes me soooo angry and disgusted to hear about this. Really Somalia? Get your shit together! It's fuckin sad to see we are in 2011 and you among with a few other countries can't get it together. Don't you want to make progress as a country??? Nobody is perfect the US has tons of wrong things with it. From crazy politicians who continue to help the economy turn into shit to insane people from that Westboro church who have nothing better to do then protest at funerals of our fallen soldiers and gays. Seriously if it was up to me those people would be shot with rounds of paint balls every time they protested. But thats a whole different blog which I will write soon. I can't stand what's going on in Somalia. It's just heartbreaking to know adults and children are going to sleep with that horrible hunger pain in their stomach. I pray that things get better. I remind people not to be so wasteful with food. I feel bad when I waste food myself. As I get older I understand more why my mom would always tell me why I shouldn't throw away food. I am understanding more why people are becoming vegetarian and vegan. I'm understanding more why some of my favorite bands sing the songs they sing. Donate when you can, give when you can, respect life and others. Help this world be a better place.
I figured I would make a list of who I have seen preform live. Some I have seen more then just once. Some I didn't care to much to see but they happened to be the opening act for somebody who I did really want to see. I know nobody cares for this but I love adding to this list. I'm a music person. I have been since I was little. I'm that girl that always has to shower with radio on. I dreamed of going to concerts since I was about 8 or 9. I remember being so jealous seeing my older sister go. I still remember standing line once with my friend waiting to buy tickets for Almost acoustic Xmas the year Bush was playing. I was sad when tickets sold out while we stood in line. Then I won tickets on KROQ to go see Lenny Kravitz and Buckcherry which I ended up giving to my sister because the boyfriend I had claimed he didn't like that music because it was from the devil ( yet he would listen to rap by Eminem and Dr. Dre full of cuss words) and that he didn't want me going to concerts. God I was stupid for ever listening to him. It was because of him too that I didn't go to my first concert till I was 20. Yes 20. When I finally did though it was awesome. I still have some bands I really want to see and some I have seen that I would definitely go see over and over. Here's my list so far:
1. Chevelle *twice
2. Velvet Revolver (lead singer from STP & members from GnR)
3. Staind
4. T.I
5. Seether
6. Fat Joe
7. Audioslave
8. 30 seconds to Mars
9. Taproot
10. Saosin
11. Gym class heroes *twice
12. Deftones *twice
11. Motion city soundtrack *twice
12. Evanescence
13. Finger eleven
14. All American rejects
15. Papa roach
16. The Offspring
17. Nelly
18. Bad Religion *twice
19. Pennywise *twice
20. Circle of Jerks
21. Pepper
22. Fall out boy *twice
23. Blink 182
24. Cobra starship
25. Panic at the disco
26. Rage Against the Machine
27. Cypress Hill
28. Pearl Jam
29. Rev Theory
30. Atreyu *twice
31. Weezer
32. Aaron Lewis of Staind
33. Ozomatli
34. Rise Against *twice
35. Avenged Sevenfold
36. The Almost
37. New found glory
38. Sonic youth
39. Escape the fate
40. Billy Talent
41. Rancid
42. Mastodon
43. Dillinger Escape Plan
44. Public Enemy
45. The Roots
46. Wu Tang Clan
47. Mos Def
48. Nas
49. Gwen Stefani
50. Fergie
51. Ludacris
52. Mary J Blige
53. Cute is what we aim for
54. Plain White T's
55. The Academy is
56. Paul Wall
57. As I Lay Dying
I hope to some day see:
1. Hole * if Courtney Love would ever get it together.
2. Foo Fighters
3. Pitbull
4. Toby Keith
5. Korn
6. Five Finger Death Punch
7. Dj Irene
8. Linkin Park
9. Metallica
10. Bullet for my Valentine
12. Hawthorne Heights * the show I had tickets for was cancelled because their band member died
13. Bush
14. No Doubt
15. Bon Jovi
16. Kanye West
17. Mana
18. The Donnas
Is pissing me off. It's annoying to see the hub with it but will he listen and stick with a diet? Nope never. On with his gout attacks he will suffer. Por burro. He doesn't like to watch what he eats so he invites all his gout attacks. Will he ever listen??? Doubt it. Let's hope we don't have to have any more thousand dollar hospital visits and ambulance rides this year. Ahhh!
When I say something about you both I'm not lying I'm simply stating the truth. I have no reason to lie and people deserve to know the truth. Why? Because you both paint stories in peoples heads of things that are not true. You can't say somebody is your world when you don't put their well being in front of yours. You can't lie to people and say how much you would do anything for them when the realty is your main focus is your self. You can't pretend your a great parent when your child is being hurt by that person you claim is your soul mate. You both can't act like your better because you go to church and preach to people about God. Do you think God is ok with your lack of care for your kid. What about your criminal pasts? Do you guys tell your family and friends the truth about why you could never really have that job? Does being a alcoholic really make you happy knowing your booze money is taking away things from your kids? You both have shitty alcoholic dads, didn't that teach you anything?? I guess it didn't. Do you guys ever wonder what really causes you to be unhappy and depressed? You don't because if you did you would fix it and step up to be the parents you promised to be from the start. The ones that said they would never hurt them or cause them any pain. Remember them? No you don't because if you did you wouldn't do the things that you do. You can keep trying to be happy and doing things you think will make you be happy, knock your self out. But don't forget kids are not blind and they see things and learn things and in a few years their eyes will open wide and they will see how you both have made them suffer through your selfish ways. Go on tell people you are both college educated when the truth is you both don't have a degree in anything only thousands of dollars in debt for trade schools you never finished going to. Because you are both horrid liars I'm sure the truth has a good chance of resurfacing soon for the both of you and it may not be pretty. Enjoy those days you still have of people feeling sorry for you because you always have somebody to blame for your issues and your both always the victims. You both make me wanna vomit sometimes with your stupid know it all attitude, must be because you are true soul mates. It's a shame you don't know each other. Don't lie to people and say I talk shit about you because talking shit is lies and I don't lie about the shit you have both done. It's all true and I have evidence to prove it.
For your safety, your well being and sake. It's best that you stay nerdy and Lego loving. It's best that I don't let you hang out with the kids who already display thug ways. I am referring to the child who almost started a fire and pretended to point a gun at me yesterday as I opened the front door for him (he's a family member). It's best that I put you in karate soon so you can learn self control and anger management now that your young. It's best that you learn to defend yourself from anybody who might try to hurt you because you are nerdy cute with your glasses and Lego loving ways. I watched Beyond Scared Straight and I don't ever want to see you or your sister act like any of those kids on there. I want the best for you. You say you want to be a engineer or something like that. I promise to do my best to guide you in that path. I may piss you off along the way or you may piss me off but it's ok we will work through it and everything will be ok.
For right now it's the simple B's. Most girls in my family are full C's or more. Me? I'm luckily a B.... A Fredricks of Hollywood bra does wonders though. Thank you to my cousin Nev who introduced me to them. I've wondered for many years what it would be like to get a boob job and by years I mean since I was like 13. Screw the handful B's I want some full size C's. Fake boobs are not for strippers and porn stars only. I wanna look good and feel comfortable walking in front of the hubs without a bra on. I want my flower tattoos I have on each side of my boobs to look prettier and fuller. The only time mine look good is when nursing and full of milk. I wanna ditch the padded bras. I've never felt fake boobs but I want to. Lol. I'm just curious to see what they feel like. I might get the guts to ask a fake boob owner one day to let me feel those dam things.
What keeps me from going into a plastic surgeons office and gettin myself financed for some amazing tatas? Living in Vegas for one. I have seen so many bad boob jobs it's sad. Im pretty good at spotting those fake things. I've seen the big hard round way super far apart from each other ones. Then you have the ones that look like they have baseballs in their chest. Others that make the skin so stretched out it looks like their skin is going to rip open. Another thing that scares me about the fake tits is losing my feeling in them. Ahhhhhh! Can you imagine not having feeling there? I don't know about most chicks but that would so suck in my book. I wouldn't want to be like the rich mom from "Mean Girls" ewwwwww. If my boobs turned out being to far apart I would cry! Im also scared of the surgery. Would I want them through the belly button? Fuck no! Under the boob under the breast meat ouch! What if my implant bursted open? That would be expensive to fix. How would I look when I'm 70 (if I live that long) rockin fake boobs? Tattoos is one thing but boobs that's a whole other world. Another thing is that I couldn't just go in for a boob job I would have to get a tummy tuck as well. My 2 kids have fucked up my stomach. No amount of crunches could help that poor thing. It needs to have the stomach muscles sewn back together and have some of those stretch marks a million mederma tubes could never fade away removed. Having both of these things done by a good good doctor would cost well over 10k. At my current rate of poorness I'll never get there...hahaha. But you never know maybe some day? Ok no not really but I could day dream about it can't I?
These are way tooooo big for her and way to far away from each other.
Baseball? WTF. Ewwwwwww.
Perfect...lol.
A company
Always on the run
A destiny
Its the rising sun
I was born
A shotgun in my hands
Behind the gun
I'll make my final stand
And that's why they call me
Bad Company
I can't deny
Bad Bad Company till the day I die
Until the day I die
Until the day I die
Rebel souls
Deserters we've been called
Chose a gun
And threw away the sun
Now these towns they all know our names
The death punch sound is our claim to fame
And that's why they call me
Bad Company
I can't deny
Bad Bad Company till the day I die
Until the day I die
Until the day I die
Until the day i die
Eye for an eye
And a tooth for a tooth
Blood for blood
We've all gotta die
We've all gotta die
[Chorus: x2]
And that's why they call me
Bad Company
I won't deny
Bad Bad Company till the day I die
Bad company
I won't deny
Bad Bad company till the day i die
Until the day i die
Until the day i die
Until the day i die
Until the day i die
Yesterday I drove with my son in the car listening to Five Finger Death Punch it was their song "Bad Company" which is his favorite. He played air drums and air guitar to it. It warms my heart to see he likes the same music I do. I can only hope that one day he takes interest to playing drums like my husband does. I want to take him to a concert some day but I'm worried his ears may be too sensitive to the loudness thanks to all the loud music his dad would play in the car when he was little. I hope he continues to expand his music likings.
