There are a couple of odd things that I miss in my life. My life is totally functional and fine without it but there are still things I do miss.
Ballet, as a small child I took ballet and dance class for a while. My parents pulled me out when the school moved and they didn't want to drive further. I always wonder if I would have been skinner in life if my parents kept me in ballet.
My trips to Costa Rica. I went there many times as a small child. Last time I went I was 13. I can't believe it's been so fucking long. Omg time goes by to fast. I remember going and staying there for 2 weeks at a time, then crying when we had to fly back home because all I wanted was to stay at my Tia Nifas house.
Jr high, by far one of the most carefree times of my life. We had fun, we went out, we stayed out late it was great. It was me and the bff Judy. Stuck to each other like gum. What in the world were we thinking wanting to grow up? I miss walking half way to meet my friend Queta or riding my bike around the block with my friend Jessica. Going to church retreats with Judy. Growing up in the valley was great.
The cemetery, it's a sad place especially when death first happens but once you come to peace with it it becomes a quiet peaceful place to go to. I miss all the conversations and lunches I had there with the bff Norma. Sometimes when I feel like just talking I wish I could drive all the way out there and meet her there.
My son being 1 & 2. My little monster grew so fast I miss those days where he would make me watch Monsters Inc and Toy Story a million times. That was back when I was a stay at him mom and was lucky enough to only have to go to school for a few hours then spend the rest of my time with him.
Now it's on to the married mommy full time worker. Life is still good. I just have bills now. Lol
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