Now that I am much older I don't attend church like I did when I was younger . I think the last time I was at Mass was 2 years ago for Easter. I haven't Baptized my children either. But that mainly has to do with the picky Godparents rules the Catholic church has. I have never lost my faith in God, prayer or hope. I always pray before I go to sleep and sometimes in the morning. I am grateful for everything and everyone I have. I've learned that even though you don't make it to church every weekend you can still be a good, loving, caring imperfect human and I say imperfect because none of us will ever be near perfection and its really dam annoying when certain church attenders feel that they are. Anyways 12 years ago today I played La Virgen De Guadalupe at the church I grew up going to in the valley. I remember hoping that I would not mess up my lines since the entire thing was in Spanish. I survived, nervous the whole way but I made it. Never would I have thought how many people would show up to something like that. I know the "what in the world was I thinking taking this part " came into my head while I stood in the center of the entire church. I sure can say life has changed so much in the past 12 years. I had actually forgotten I played this part till my sis reminded me since its "El dia de la Virgen".
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