Monday, September 26, 2011

When you realize it.

All moms know it's tiring to carry our kids especially once they are over 35 lbs. My gordo weighed over 7lbs when he was born.

I never had issues carrying him till he was about 5. I got home one day and he was asleep. I went to take him out of the car and crap I couldn't pick him up. Poor baby I had to wake him up and make him walk in the house.

In my mind he was still the size of the picture above. I was so upset I couldn't pick up my baby. WTF was wrong with me. My little man had grown too fast. I missed these days of when I would just pick him up and carry him all the time. I remember when he was small people would say don't carry him to much then that's all he's ever going to want. I never listened every time the kid would cry there I would go running to get him. My reason behind it was fuck it he's my only kid why should I let him cry that's just mean! I'm glad I didn't listen to them.

It hadn't dawned on me that one day I wouldn't be able to carry him from the car into the house. How sad. He was no longer baby size or atleast a size that I could carry anymore. I just carried my daughter up the stairs she weighs about 35 lbs and is 3. She's pretty tall for her age and growing fast. I don't even wanna think of the day I try to pick her up and can't! Ahhhh! She's still this lil baby to me.

Tiny lil baby Lala. I miss that and soon I'm gonna have to wake her up to bring her upstairs if she keeps growing so fast!

The picture above describes how I feel about him and his sister getting bigger!

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