Eat Clean...be fit...ok not really

So I've shed a few pounds since last May. I've never been skinny so I can't ever say...oh man I miss being skinny or oh man I remember when I was a size 2. Lol working out isn't fun but I feel sick when I don't. Like I told my husband yesterday I workout to eat. If I ever want abs I have to eat clean a lot more often.  I made my first set of clean brownies today they tasted ok but still not like real ones.